A very boring post that you guys would probably just ignore and not read

reverse psychology mate ๐Ÿ˜‰

don’t click away pls. i rely on the opinions of others to feel better about myself

First things first, this song makes me happy:

I don’t even know why. I just love it so much โค

Second, anyone doesย know how to ignore someone online without feeling guilty? I mean, this guy is being an utter pain in the ass yet I still feel compelled to reply to his messages?

Finally, I finally finished coding a gaiaonline dot com profile (which took way too long). I don’t even know why it was so important to me but oh well (it’s not even finished actually. It’s still really plain so I’ll have to add some decoration. Hnnnng it takes so long though…)

Anyways I wondering if you guys could check it out? Just to see if I need to fix anything.

This is how it’s supposed to look but it might display differently if your screen is a different size (so tell me if it looks weird).

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A Boring Ol’ Life Update

I’ve got 10 more days until my music history exam. Including today.

I have this really weird way of studying. Well, I guess it isn’t “weird” but it isn’t great. Basically, I’m trying to memorize all my essays word for word. But it works ๐Ÿ™‚ And it’s actually easier for me to memorize that way. But it’s not really reliable because what if I get this random essay question that I never studied for? I already know just about what’s going to be on the exam, but my luck is like that. Also karma. I’m really regretting that time where I dropped my sister’s toothpaste on the ground and was too lazy to pick it up.

And I’m kind of freaking out, except I’m not doing anything about it. In fact, I’m not really doing anything except spending my days on the internet. I really want to read (because I get all my books from the library and they’re probably overdue now but I didn’t even finish them yet) but the internet distracts me. Also, the guiltiness of not studying (even though I feel guilty when I’m on the internet yet I don’t do anything about it). I can’t even doodle properly anymore. And that’s saying something because normally, I doodle way too much. And like before, the internet distracts me.

Funny thing is, I don’t even know what I do on the internet. Other than a few minutes on WordPress to catch up on posts (and maybe post something myself), and a bit of BuzzFeed, Gaia, and Youtube, there’s nothing else that I do regularly.

//That moment when you don’t even know what you do on the internet

I also keep on watching all of these cooking videos when I know I won’t even make anything. And I spent at least 15 minutes searching up how to put out a grease fire when I know I won’t even deep fry anything. But honestly, how are you supposed to turn off the heat when there’s a fire blocking the heat control thing (whatever it’s called). I just don’t want to burn myself… I’m kind of scared of fires… ๐Ÿ˜

Anyways, just wanted to update you guys on my terrible study habits ๐Ÿ™‚ Have a great day guys (or night…) ๐Ÿ˜€



I have this RCM music history exam on the August 5th (1 month and 2 days) and I’m already panicking.

Basically, I have to write a bunch of essays on old dead composers and their supposedly famous musical works. And other stuff no one cares about.ย I’m so salty about this whyyy

Yeah well I guess it’s okay for me to be salty because I’m probably the only teen stressing out because of exams IN THE SUMMER.

Okay, I’m sorry but I don’t need to know whether or not Beethoven’s 5th symphony was written in 1756 or 1757. (Just searched it up… it was actually written between 1804-1808…rip)

Last year, I took History 1 (this year is History 2) and got a mark of 96%. So this year I was like: hell yeah I can do this. Piece of cake. So now I’m trying to get through these 160 (large!) textbook pages of torture by myself. Continue reading Rant

Guess What?



Okay, I’ll calm down now ๐Ÿ˜›

I’m going to play the violin with the Piano Guys ๐Ÿ˜€

Like, in a concert with them ๐Ÿ™‚

So basically, the story of how this happened is less brag-worthy but…

I play in a string orchestra. My conductor got an email saying that they needed 8 violinists from age 12 to 18 to play with the Piano Guys. Everyone freaked. The cellists were sad. My conductor asked who wanted to go. I raised my hand. He said that I can go ๐Ÿ™‚

I’m totally putting this on my high school application. Heck, I’ll put this on my resume as well ๐Ÿ˜›

This is the song we’re playing:

Have a great day guys ๐Ÿ™‚


The Happiness Tag

Thank youย Rosypopย for tagging me! โ™ฅ

The Rules:

  1. List 5 things that make you happy
  2. List 5 songs that make you happy
  3. Nominate 5 people to do this tag
  4. If possible please smile while doing the tag too

Fiveย things that make me happy:

  1. Youtube
  2. WordPress
  3. Books
  4. Movies
  5. Food

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