to be honest, i don’t know how to start this post, how to write it, or whether not i should even post this. so i’ll just say it straight:
i am no longer going to blog
i started this blog in november 2015, almost 2 years ago as a little corner to write about anything and everything. i started it because i felt like i needed to. because not gonna lie, i thought that if i didn’t, i would explode with all my thoughts in my brain, not able to let them out.
blogging was also used as a distraction from other parts of my life. blogging made me happy.
but that’s simply not the case anymore. i no longer feel compelled to blog and it’s no longer rewarding. a lot of the bloggers i started out with quit and while i don’t want to say that’s why i’m quitting, it is. blogging is just as much about the community as it is about the blog itself.
but i won’t say i’m quitting. because to quit implies that you’re giving up. i’m not. and who knows? maybe i’ll start another blog like this in the future. whatever happens, i want to thank you guys for being there for me.
School is over onThursdayy (screw you kids who are already on break) andIi still got to do my math and science final (which is probably going to be hard ha)
//maybe I should study
Anyways, this year is probably going to be quite a stressful summer. August 11 is my music history exam. If you remember me from last year, I ranted quite a bit about it and lo and behold, here I am doing it again but at least this one is the last one. But even if I thought the last two exams were hard, this one is definitely going to be the worst. We have to write essays. Notice the “s” at the end of “essays”.
The worst part is that the exam is during a summer intensive I’m doing for dance. Basically, it’s 2 weeks of dance: 5 hours a day, 5 days a week. Which means that I’ll have to be ready for the exam before dance starts but that might be hard.
Speaking of dance, I also have to spend time during the summer brushing up on my skills because I’ve been accepted into this dance team where everyone is so much better than me and I have no idea how I got in. They do a bit of tumbling too, which is highly stressful because I can’t even do a cartwheel.
I also really want to get my learner’s licence this summer. I was actually planning on getting it last year but shhhh. The test we have to take isn’t supposed to be hard but finding the time to study will be.
I don’t know why this post was necessary since I really should be studying for math but you know me. I hate math and I hate studying. Ew.
On the bright side, though, this summer should still be fun. My dad got us tickets to see Cirque du Soleil which is ~pretty cool~ but on the other hand, that means LESS TIME TO STUDYY (not that I will, anyways).
bc i’m a greedy lil sht who wants that giftcard 😀
so according to the first law of thermodynamics, energy cannot be created or destroyed
according to scientists, the universe started with the big bang
so i have three questions:
- if energy cannot be created or destroyed, then how is there such thing as energy today? was there just always energy from the very beginning of time? (and what even is “time”, anyways?)
- what was before the big bang and how did a huge explosion happen out of nothing?
- ARE WE EVEN SUPPOSED TO EXIST? because honestly, life seems unnatural. based on our current knowledge, EARTH IS THE ONLY PLACE IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE THAT HAS LIVING BEINGS LIKE US.
Continue reading space is hella weird
hello! after a very long time of not posting, here i am! today i’m gonna tell you all a story!
once upon a time there was a fine young potato by the name of brad. brad had very nice skin and a lot of eyes. he was rather handsome. all the female potatoes were in love. however, brad had his eyes set on someone else. she was tall and beautiful and by the way she caressed his soft skin, he could tell that she was in love too.
there was only one problem: she was a human
and also she wasn’t caressing his soft skin. she was just feeling it to make sure that there weren’t any dents on brad and that he was good to eat.
“w-what?” asked brad confused when she got out something very pointy. “i’m not into that kind of stuff sarah lol”
but she did not hear him. taking a knife, she chopped him up into tiny pieces and tossed him in a pot of boiling water where he died.
sarah had a very good lunch that day.
ok but in all seriousness, i miss you guys so i’ll (try) to post more. it’s just that life is boring 😦
well i mean, yesterday i ate some really good sausages but that’s about it
lol ok bye :p
get one with cats!
each time you open a new tab page, you get a new cat! and they all have weird names!
you can even add little goodies (like the spaceship) but i only have one so far 😦
sometimes you can even get weird cats! like this mini one!
it kind of reminds me of neko atsume lol and it is amazing
i just finished my piano competition (and i did good yayay!!) but now i’m not stressed and that’s a weird feeling for me lol
i mean i still got dance stuff but i feel like a free soul!!!
but it just feels so strange because how is it possible to not be stressed lol. all my other deadlines are so far away and that actually kind of sucks because i want to be productive but there’s basically nothing for me to do. (so not stressed = boredom? lol this is what happens when you go to an academic school)
first of all, school stuff doesn’t scare me. i could start studying for finals but english isn’t something you can really prepare for, social studies is really easy, science is also easy except for physics, and math is… well, math, especially this one unit, needs a bit of work
but the problem with science is that we get study packets when we near the exam date and that would probably help a lot with physics. info on the internet is basically either uni-level or grade 5 level and our textbook is trash and doesn’t have all the information, which also means that my notes are trash too (since our teacher only taught 2 parts of the unit and left us to fend for ourselves for the rest of the unit, even though she specifically said that this was the unit that kids have trouble on so MISS MAYBE KIDS WOULDN’T STRUGGLE IF YOU WOULD ACTUALLY TEACH US THE INFORMATION)
(whoops look at my mood swings lol. talking about being a free soul and managing to turn it into a rant about your science teacher… grace you are way too good)
Continue reading hi y’all
be all scientific
sister: grace u didn’t wash ur dishes properly there’s still some flour in it (we were baking)
sister: go wash it
me: well whatever it’s ok i learned in science that the water will evaporate and carry the flour with it so it’ll be okay
me: yeah it’s because of electrolysis or something. it’s kind of like photosynthesis except that this time it’s with the ribosomes of the flour cells
she actually believed me lmao
1. sweaty hands (including my own)
2. when your hands get gross but there is no place to wash them
3. when you’re about to miss the bus and make eye contact with the driver… who just ends up ignoring you
4. people who cut lines
5. people who cut lines and then deny it
6. people who say “awkwaaard” when the moment wasn’t awkward because congrats, now it is
7. when you smile at someone and they don’t smile back
8. unflushed toilets
9. when there is no soap in a public washroom
10. when people don’t wash their hands after using the washroom
Continue reading 49 of my pet peeves
next year is grade 10 so it means high school!!! (yeah it’s only from grades 10-12 for us)
i’m really excited to get out of the current hellhole i’m in but i’m also kind of stressed because i REALLY want to go to this specific school but it isn’t my designated school so there’s a high chance i won’t get to go there :((
(if i don’t go to that school i’m not gonna be excited anymore lol)
curse random selections
i’m trying to stay positive but i don’t really like the other school much
BUT ALSO course selections are stressful too because there’s so many things i want to do but i can’t do everything lol
there’s also this more advanced program (IB) and idk if i really want to take it but i got asian parents so i guess i gotta
and i also decided to drop french (which is an official language in canada, aka it might be useful later on oh welp) for chinese because even though i’m chinese i don’t know anything about that language but idk if i’ll regret that
i mean, i’ve done french for 9 years so far and it’s been really easy for me and it’s just familiar and i don’t want to change
but if i don’t learn chinese i’m going to live in shame for the rest of my life
//wish me luck on the random selection
ok bye lol (sorry for the spam, i just gotta let this out)